I want to pull back away from you
you make me so angry
I can feel it swirling in my gut
the rage inside me bubbles up to the surface
and erupts in a stream of nonsensical words
screams, and guttural grunts
I lash out to connect to you
with my fist, violently shaking
you are never there, not now, never was
I suppress it all and to the world
I am just another blended being
only existing like everyone else.